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(I can't believe this, but the usual warning system bells have sounded, for the 3rd time this year already. It's at an unbelivable speed that life flies by.)
MOVED:![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) pirahnas
Thank you & Goodnight.
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[26 Feb 2005|09:41am] |
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"The sound of God is the screech of tires, lights and magnets, bolts and wires, strayed from the road, this very one. Still to come, the sound of tires is the sound of God, the electric version. The power and blood will pulse through your song, just as long as it sounds lost, streaming out of the magnets. Strung together like Christmas lights, twelve whole seconds of history might lead you from where you went off the track welcome back. Our electric version calls, you alone create the full spectrum of light, so what could go wrong? Just as long as it sounds lost, streaming out of the magnets. The card you're dealt by the crowd goes wild, make believe you are an only child. Here are the clothes, please put them on. Still to come, a new parade of faith and sparks, the electric version harks back to the day when there was no wrong just as long as it sounds lost, streaming out of the magnets. "
--- the new pornographers, electric version
( mechanical wonder: so I walk with you, where the locks take flight )
( and we rode it once, on a thundering night )
( and I'm chasing the wonder, it's just a hole in my tune )
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[23 Feb 2005|12:16am] |
"Good try
We don't like it"
"Good try
We won't take that shit"
I can't win
Some nights come up empty handed.
- the strokes
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[20 Feb 2005|12:02am] |
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In between puking and curling up and dying today I decided it would be cool to learn Indonesian.
Great, I'm glad that's settled.
Wowwww I'm feeling really woozy and hah this is kind of fun except I don't really know whatI'm doing.
incoherency!is fun.
I wanna watch Napolean Dynamite.
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[19 Feb 2005|11:32am] |
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I am tired, cross, and they are having a meeting downstairs so I have been confined to the upper levels.
That is, I can't get to the fridge :[
I think I screwed up something or other, I've been having the worst series of stomachaches in my life since two days ago, and I feel totally crap now.
I want to curl up in a little ball and hibernate :]
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My adobe is not working. Rawr, adobe-anger. I haven't touched it properly since middle of last year, actually. I realise I've mostly abandoned online pursuits - this time round I didn't even pursue the issue of the Missing Domain (which has been down since last month, second time running.) I sort of miss that, I have a lot of things I want to do, projects I want to start but never complete.
And apparently my hard drive is fragmented, whatever that means. The hard drive that is stuffed with programs that do not work and cannot be deleted, because it serves me right for downloading them off limewire.
I am busy tearing up paper, which is what I do when I get frustrated.
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[17 Feb 2005|08:24pm] |
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Hey Mercedes, Eleven to your Seven |
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whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy?
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[16 Feb 2005|07:59pm] |
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My god, the slackest day in existance.
Went to school late, attended the talk at Stamford Hotel. Could hardly concentrate on anything, because I am Fidgety plus I didn't understand a lot of what the Indonesian president said (accent :\) BUT I saw Goh Chok Tong and went all gahhhh hahaha.
Talk passed relatively quickly, ended sort of early, so went over to Raffles City to EAT. I am so very Singaporean.
Nash bought a very nice-smelling chicken... hahahaha.
Yup. Then had chinese for one hour back at school, which was very very interesting, actually, because of all the funny stories the teacher kept telling us. Yay I quite like the way our chinese class is so small.
Fencing was terribly, terribly slack and boring today. Wenyi and I kept going out for drinks and walked a million times about the same route from the gym to the canteen to the track, basically wasting the day away. I hate smelly boys. Hahahahaha. Mohan keeps calling me Fat Boy damn him, hehe, Amy thought he was talking about HER when he suddenly said FAT BOY from behind us.
Yeah, so now I'm home and smelly and I haven't had dinner.
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and if you're ready for some restless sleep
we can plan to meet
maybe some mundane monday
stay six, kid
and if seven comes on too strong
and when eight just drags along
you can always cry to nine.
[hey mercedes]
Hi.
( For You )
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[15 Feb 2005|09:45pm] |
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Haha. Hi. seafaring and I are doing live livejournal. Woah we're cool like that.
I realise I count my days by Tuesday dates and Thursday lunches. Although Elly is contemplating shifting everything to a Thursday, only I end at I think 4, while she ends at 1.
Tomorrow I get to meet susilo bambang yudhoyono!
Yes yes I just copied that off our convo because I couldn't spell it properly. Yudhoyono. Yudhoyono. Omg how does his secretary type???
YUDHOYONO!
I am going to try to sneak a sneaky paparazzi photo of him.
That is if his bodyguards don't haul me off.
Hahaha oh man this is quite fun and geeky and cool all at once.
And since my reputation is already down the drain I might as well say that I am damn happy now because I just downloaded a lot of Garden State icons. Hah.
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[14 Feb 2005|11:07pm] |
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oh kids, I don't know what else to say to make things okay...
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[13 Feb 2005|10:41pm] |
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[12 Feb 2005|09:58am] |
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Wenyi's house and Garden State yesterday, both of which I enjoyed very much :] Although the ending was kind of weak - I wouldn't have it any other way. And there you have it, I was internally rooting all the way for soppyromantichappyending, versus driftyundeterminedartsyending. Because I have had too many gut-wrenching moments the past week, enough.
I totally rule at Blackjack. Hahahahahahahahahaha. 4 Blackjacks in 2 hours. Ok, actually I was thinking it was beginner's luck, but hey - whatever works my way :D
Thanks Wenyi for the massive amounts of food + new year goodies + house :D
Hung around J8 (our sad new hangout) for quite long after that, doing everything and nothing at all.
And that is the best sort of feeling.
What a useless bum I sound :\ hehe.
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[08 Feb 2005|06:52pm] |
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Violently nostalgic.
I didn't want to go back to RG, but I half wish I did - just to see that curly head again (hahaha), and the place I spent 4 years of my life in.
Apparently the classroom is much the same, they have not taken down our random things like Wenyi's I LOVE RAUL, or Melissa's KENT!, although Janice's We Were Here is gone. The new inhabitants of the class are so uncool. They wrote "Write Deep Stuff Here" on our blackboard. What the hell. Haha.
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Very entertaining chinese new year celebs this morning, which extended to the canteen, where Jing and I were quietly sitting and I was bitching about my life while eating icecream (and Jingwen was nicely listening to me) when the LION DANCERS came in and Made Hearing Difficult.
Haha. I have decided I'd better take a break at whining, after being at it for nearly a month, now. My sad life, yes.
Anyway, went with Kim Elly and Jing to Wisma, then Taka, then to a joyful reacquaintance with the BK Breakfast (baby we have missed you). Long catching up session, then Tsai joined us.
Then the rest of the people :D:D:D:D:D:D:D joined us. Which made me go a little giddy with excitement, I think, because for once I knew I could say the absolutely crappiest, most obscure things and people would actually GET ME. And vice versa. Haha. Or even if they didn't, somehow it wouldn't matter...
God I love I love I love all of you so much I am a polygamous lesbian. Does that make sense, no.
I saw some people (Atiqah! Mel Tan! Debbie!) for the first time in AGES AND AGES AND AGES. Or about a month, anyway.
And also met a lot of juniors. OLIVIAAAAAAA hahaha I had not seen her since... last.... god knows when <333 She is taller than me :'(
But then again she always was.
Then Ci Han, Gina, Elly, Hwei and I went to Heeren... where we basically walked everywhere not buying anything and talked to Zit who was at home for her Reunion Lunch (hehe) and refused to hang up the phone so I just realised... we talked to her from the time we were walking outside Taka, all while we went around Heeren until we went down to Marche's. Hurrah for free talktime.
Marche's has a verrrry cute Valentine's Day cow up.
I need a Swedish Translator, because although Kent sounds very pretty and all, I can hardly translate blähblähbläh into it won't hurt when the killing is done by a friend. Poser in Swedish, please.
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New Year's//////
OH YES. AHEM. MET _astral AT FAREAST. HULLOOOOO.
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[07 Feb 2005|09:36pm] |
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I have downloaded a whole lot of Kent.
Which I always have professed a disliking for to Mel Tan (Kent-enthusiast), just to be contrary :\ I know I'm very annoying... Hehehe.
But a lot of it is in Swedish.
And it has umelets.
Both of which I don't really get...
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Today I was Poland! :D That is good. Today I learnt to make ooo Ooooo noises. That is good too. Finally to wrap up the wonderful day I ate chocolate. That is the best.
Oh crap it today was a really crap day hahahaha.
Being Poland sort of reminded me of our Axis of Evil (Hitler Stalin Yamashita Mussolini Bush) and Fun Times.
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[04 Feb 2005|11:40pm] |
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Days always seem to start off on a bad note, then tend to turn into an abso-fantastic one, depending on what I do after school. Could there be something in this? :\
Am thinking quite seriously of switching combis to Wenyi's, not that I will get into her class, but it feels Strange not to be studying Chem any longer, plus other reasons.
I get quite annoyed and more than a little freaked out when I make a completely offhand, random comment and people turn it into this ISSUE. For god's sake, some kids put the anal in analyst. It is good to know that I am homophobic, immature, unreasonable, entirely illiterate and completely uncultured.
I will punch in the gut whoever starts preaching to me about how I should tolerate gays and start using spellcheck, or, takes everything I say seriously. I hardly mean anything I say, but I will scream my little lungs out if someone does do that, honest.
Hmm. I wonder if anyone can ever tell when I mean what I say and when I don't. I suspect not, because I am a dumbass and I speak without thinking, but Gina comes closest.
Area gathering tonight was a lot of fun actually :D Fun, perhaps, is not the best or even correct word to use. But I am going to do a Humpty-Dumpty, so you will be forced to bear with me.
Ashamedly, I find I cannot recognise even the simplest chinese words. But I have a pokéball from the Happy Meal, so that is alright. Sadly, only Louelle seems to be able to work it...BUT IT IS MINE.
( + area gathering )
Tired, now.
(edit, 05/02/05, 12:33 pm) Something interesting to add, I am the guaiest person in class (ok, history anyway), guaier than Izzy and I just want to boast because, Guai-Pride. hahhahhahaha.
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[03 Feb 2005|10:59pm] |
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Funny how some days are split into such strange portions. Today I feel like I've spend the entire day with Zit, and although rather obviously I spent more time in school, I can't remember most of what happened there and I don't really care.
Ahhhh I think I laughed too much. Even when zit was not doing anything funny I also laughed. So deprived... hahahaha...
Damn it zit, come to RJ. And bring the hamster along.
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[02 Feb 2005|06:51pm] |
I don't know why, God. These days, you seem further away from me than ever just when I need you most.
You creep in when I'm alone with my thoughts, but you leave me stranded when I need to face the world.
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[01 Feb 2005|09:01pm] |
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I don't know why :)
But you just make me happy.
How dumb and mushy is that?
We won't answer that :\
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I find it quite odd that people think I am the sort to have 2.5 kids in the future.
I hate kids. I will kill them, drop them in the dustbin, leave them by the side of the road.
Infanticide calls.
Bloody kids. IT'S NOT FAIR THEY GET ALL THE FUN AND DISNEY! >:(
Haha. Who the hell wants to go through the pain of childbirth to produce smelly kids who whine all the time, roll about on Heelies bashing people, grow up and snap at you for not understanding?
Apparently, my mother...
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[31 Jan 2005|12:12am] |
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When I was 6 there was this kid who sat on my bus and hung upside down on the jungle gym with me, who taught me how to turn my eyelids inside out. Way cool. I used to be able to do it but it appears I've lost my touch.
I used to play with her down at the lake in the middle of the estate we both lived in, and she cartwheeled into the water one freezing autumn day. Entirely by mistake, you understand...
I can't remember her name :\ and that is sort of disappointing.
And I also remember the fat bus lady, Mrs A., whom I thought for the longest time was a man and was always semi-drunk, yelling at us to "SIDDOWN BACK THERE!"
There are all sorts of random things I remember, like how Jenny had the same birthday and time as mine but the teacher went to spoil the fun by saying we'd been born in different timezones, or how we bought a display cake by mistake for a Ruth's birthday. And the aryan-looking boy called Jason who thought noodles were worms. Also I recall having extreme difficulties recalling a dime was 10 cents. For whatever reason. For god's sake, I've no idea to this day why they can't just call it 10 cents.
And all this makes me feel sort of happy and laughy on the inside, because I have a selective memory and that time had so many of the happiest days I've ever had.
I wonder what happened to everyone.
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